Why I decided to write this book

    I grew up in a Catholic family in a European country. Religion, for me, has always been mysterious. I went to Sunday school and went through all the catholic sacraments. I have been baptised and had my first communion and confirmation.

I cannot say that I have always been a firm believer in God, for me religion was something very remote, something unattainable which constantly led me to believe that I had done something wrong or that I should act differently. Gilt and religion were going hand in hand. I understand that it may not be the case for everyone because I know that Catholics have a specific way of doing things, but this was the reality for me: chasing something that I couldn’t really understand, chasing an omnipotent ideal figure that ironically had designed me to never be enough to reach it.

Fast forwarding to my adult life, like everyone I had my ups and downs and had an automatic impulse to ask things from God when things were going wrong. It's not ideal, but I guess we are many to be guilty of that.

Until a few years ago, God was a person separate from me, far away, distant, speaking a language that wasn’t making much sense to me, an anachronic language that I couldn’t fully decipher when I went through my Bible. It was as if God made everything, for me to be unable to access him. I always thought, however, that the Bible had different levels of reading and understanding. I couldn’t bring myself to think that it was just a recollection of stories and guidelines written over 2000 years ago that we were mindlessly required to follow. Inside of me, I always thought that there was more. You know, that little voice inside…

But soon came a breakthrough. Around my early 30s, I went through a very bad spell with a difficult breakup and working a job that I hated. I had this intense feeling that I was unfit for EVERYTHING. That my life was not going the way I wanted. Especially my relationship status. I was tired of wasting my time with guys that did not want anything serious, or who I thought were not ideal for me. I wanted to have children, and at now 32 years old, I started to worry that I would never become a mum.

My worries and discomfort started to spiral into full-blown anxiety that year.

THE DETAIL THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING

I vividly remember the day I went back home after I got signed off from work due to stress. I broke down in tears and started to cry uncontrollably, and for an unknown reason I screamed at my father who had died 22 years before:

“If you are here, you must send me a sign!’.

I cried myself to sleep that night.

A few days later, as I was going deeper and deeper into this dark place and falling back to my usual ways of seeking religion when things went wrong, I decided to head back to my mum and went to the catholic church my mum regularly goes to. I went to see the priest to talk to him and walked into his office.

As I started to explain to him the cause of all my torments, he interrupted me and asked me if my dad had ever offered me a watch.

I froze.

“No, he never did. But the only object I have from him is his watch.”

“Did you ask something?’ he said.

“Yes.”

Silence…

I am overwhelmed with fear, joy, confusion, disbelief, hope,

faith, love.

“A few days ago, I did ask him to send me a sign if he was here with me”.

How could the priest possibly have known about the watch? Out of all the objects in this world? The only one that would instantly and unmistakably make me think about my father…? Why this question? Why here? Why now?

This was the sign I asked for a few days prior, sent by my father – who had passed 22 years before. In this instant, my thoughts about how religion is something far away from us changed radically, I now knew for sure that there was life after death, that there is something stronger than us out there, I was not just contemplating a vague possibility that there was. It was this innate knowing that nothing can make you deny.

When I went back home, I brought with me this moment of certainty that God does miracles indeed, that there is a whole other world in the unseen, beyond our physical reality. I started to google on practical ways to change my life and stumbled upon what I know now to be the Law of Attraction, which I will refer to throughout this e-book as LOA.

But with my catholic upbringing, and with this miracle happening inside a church with words coming out of a priest’s mouth, I was very hesitant to use it and rely on something that seemed in opposition to God, according to my understanding at the time.

So, I started researching what principles of the LOA followed biblical teachings. And to be honest with you, I thought that if everything I did was rooted in love and respect, God would let me get away with it…

I had looked for a long time for answers when it comes to spirituality and I felt like somehow, I was starting to receive them…

This has always been God’s promise to us:

Matthew 7:7 (ESV):

"Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock,

and it will be opened to you.”

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